I have realised lately, that in the spare of the moment I can never think of anything good to say. I have a late reaction to situations and conversations, and hours later I think up all these intelligent ways of improving the outcome. It's quite frustrating really, because then I try to discretely bring up the topic again, just so I can get the few things I want to say out of my system.
I would really like it, if just this once, things worked out.
My hopes are so high.
Please, don't let me down.